I cant sleep and I cant focus on my six page “book report”. what. is. this. madness.
this year I’ve really packed on some pounds, i’m at my ideal weight, finally… unfortunately it’s not majority muscle weight. waeh… I can’t find motivation to get my butt out there and start exercising! I’ve been so lazy with my life its kind of sad. LOL
what’s more sad? IM LOVING LIFE! lol okay that’s not sad… but whatever as long as i’m happy im good. i’ll get my crap together soon, just not this week soon. i’ll be getting school together this week soon. hehe
anyway, happy belated thanksgiving and black Friday guys!
i’m thankful for everyone and everything in my life, hell i’m thankful for life.
bubs has been spoiling me rotten lately even though I’ve been a brat and more to him …. i’m so grateful for having him in my life. we ride or die, we eat and get fat together and work out and be sore together.
I finally gave in to running!!! I haven’t done it in so long…. I sprinted a quarter mile and boyyyyyyyyy did my thighs die. theyre sore, too much trauma way too soon. my knees died on the walk home. we vowed to not drive to work out because its a sign of laziness. therefore we walk to the park to run walk or whatever and our cool down is the walk home, it’s actually really nice. I love it. the rainy days lately have ruined our schedule tho :/ and today we lost our baby boy Solo, I’ve been so annoyed because I miss him so much. I hope he turns up soon or whoever took him returns him or whatever the heck happened gets fixed! im so angry at the whole situation!
i’m losing hope here. you’re giving me mixed signals and driving me in circles. i need some answers. tell like it is or watch me do my single lady walk. it’s simple, communicate with me thass all
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